It's the small things in life that makes everything worth it. =)

2010-03-04T20:35:00.001+08:00

~~I don't want to move on~~
~~because it will just bring me further from you~~

2010-01-19T01:24:00.012+08:00

I have been so m.i.a lately I really have no mood to blog and all. anyway, life back in Singapore has been pretty great! :) I have been hanging out a lot with my friends and I'm really enjoying every moment of it! still want to meet up with my school friends and Aussie friends too! tell me soon please? :) Shall just upload more pictures since people love to view pictures. haha

2009-11-07T01:45:00.003+08:00

Brisbane has very beautiful sunrise at 4 in the morning, took this photo the other day. :)

right now I can't sleep and I'm talking to Ebellia online.

I really miss my poly friends, I hope you guys read this,

I honestly do! Please meet up when I get back yeah? :) At the same time, I really love Brisbane, I'm quite surprised how quickly I adapted to life her, maybe all those tears I shed in Singapore was all the fear, I did cry when my dad left Brisbane and went back but then after that I just stopped and everything was okay. Many people keep asking me if I am home sick, I'm not yet.. haha maybe next year when I can't go back in July, I'll probably be home sick, next year is going to be a loooonnggg year.

God has been faithful in keeping me strong and stable, he has blessed me with so many good friends and it has been a very wonderful first semester. :)
exams are in 2 days though, scary much? my first university exam and I hope everything goes well, feels like I have been studying for forever but nothing ever goes in. HAHA

WHAT I MISS:
FAMILY! I cannot wait to spend quality time with them in Japan. :)
FRIENDS! I miss hanging out and talking and of course shopping. :)
SINGAPORE FOOD: Just thinking about it makes me so freaking hungry hahaha :)
MY ROOM: I miss my bed, my chandelier, I miss my shoes, my clothes, my earring box, I miss having a neat room. I feel that ever since I came here my OCD has dropped like a zillion times and I feel really uncomfortable about it. haha
YE: I miss my youths, I miss leading worship! :)
and of course... I miss
DRIVING!!! I miss racing down the roads of Singapore, calms me down so much, miss joyrides and doing silly things(only certain people will know) :)

I'M COMING BACK SOON! WAIT FOR IT! HAHAHA
13 days. :)

CAN YOU BELIEVE EVEN MY MOM MISSES BONDING TIME WITH ME? (means I shop she pays) :) HAHA

2009-10-08T21:44:00.012+08:00

Hello! I feel like blogging today because alot of people must be wondering what on earth is going on in my life, esp if you don't go on fb. haha I have to admit I'm really lazy to blog and all, but anyway for people who still read this blog coughZJcough, here goes. :)

I have moved to Taringa, Queensland, it's a beautiful place, I really like the place I live in because it is so quiet and the place is very decent looking, i'm in the middle to two quite major places and only about 15/20 mins away from the city. :) the place has quite a nice view and I'm living on the top floor so I don't have stupid neighbours jumping and making noisy upstairs, I get the freshest air and the cool air blowing into my apartment. :)

so anyway, for the first one month I was here, Kim and it was really fun, she brought me to so many places which I would not have gone by myself. haha it was really fun and I attended her church for a month before I decided to switch. :)
I also started hanging out with these three girls, but maybe now it's just one. haha The girl in pink is called Xiao Yuan and she is the best, she's really nice and friendly. :) we have been hanging out a lot. my circle of friends is not huge but it's happy with that. haha

After Amanda came back from Singapore I started going to her church and thats when I decided that I switch. It was something I have been struggling with but it's alright now, I feel really happy that I did attend kim's church and that I got to know a little more about everything. :)

School has been quite hectic, lots of work, I'm currently taking tourism culture, leisure behaviour, marketing and accounting. I have to say the business modules are quite tough since everything is about aussie stuff, but it just means I have to work faster and harder. :)

it's spring now and exams are in 5 weeks, so I have to start working my ass off to do well. :) okay it's late and i'm TIRED. going to bed. :) BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-09-12T11:12:00.004+08:00

I know I don't blog anymore, but today is a very special day! :) Today is KUA LI EN'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEPS! You have been such a wonderful friend for the past million years. :) I never fail to have fun and to laugh like crap when I'm hanging with you. :)

You are a great example of a great friend and I'm really thankful to call you my friend. :) I owe you okay? I know I keep saying it but I do. hahaha! I hope you have a very very good birthday! I wish I could celebrate it with you!

All the best for your A levels and all, which I know you will do well in! Thank You for everything and I hope this will lead to many more years of friendship for us. love you lots! and missing you! I will write to you again and hopefully it will reach you soon! Take care leps! see you at the end of the year yeah? lots of love!!!! GOD BLESS!!!!! :)

2009-08-01T19:16:00.002+08:00

I am either too busy/lazy to blog about my life here in brisbane. :) facebook can do the talking for me. haha

2009-07-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone!

I have not been updating my blog in ages, Internet here is very expensive. Or maybe it's just my apartment. haha

I have been meeting a lot of people and it has been really great so far. Everyone has been so friendly and all and it's good to know that they went through/going though what I am experiencing now so there is lot of support and all. :)

When I'm here, I can see very clearly that I need to improve so many areas in my life. They really do their very best in leading a christian life and to me I have not, when I go back and look and what I do/have done and all. It's really nothing christian like, I know I have to change, and I will! slowly but surely. :)

The cell group is also awesome because they bring me to soooooo many places here which I think if I were to walk around myself I would have never knew that place existed. haha :) But yeah, so far it's getting better. Just at times I really miss home, my family and friends. really miss them a lot. it's very hard to not see them. sigh =(

but yeah, school is finally starting next week. I'm half scared half excited! shall see how it goes. :)

2009-07-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

I just watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince! I have to say, I did enjoy it because it was really funny, but I expected it to be darker and maybe longer. hahaha maybe I just wanted to watch more of Daniel Radcliffe, he was quite funny in the film, and so was Ron!

I was quite disappointed with the content because it did not add quite a lot of things from the book. But it was still alright. :) Thought the ending was quite random though. HAHAHA but yeah. I would watch it again. :) Once a fan, Always a Fan! woots! :) will do anything to support the film and Daniel Radcliffe! :) :) :) :)

Daniel Radcliffe was soo good, cute and funny! Woots!

2009-07-15T08:13:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY AMANDA!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU EACH YEAR! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY IN SINGAPORE! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, I'LL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK TO AUSSIE. :)

HAVE AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY OKAY? YOU CAN TELL ME ABOUT IT WHEN YOU GET BACK TO BRISBANE! TAKE CARE!! LOVE!

2009-07-11T13:51:00.004+08:00

HELLO! okay, as I promised I would blog. I think it will just be words because I don't really want to take out my hard disc and upload stuff. haha

So it has been about 1 week since I have been here, and I have to thank so many people who have helped me feel a little more comfortable. :)

As you know right now, I only have one friend who is Kim who has been so awesome and nice to me. She has been all friendly and supportive which I really need, everyone came overseas with a friend and I don't really have any.

So Kim brought me to her life group yesterday night, I have to admit I was very scared because I don't really know them and they knew everyone there. So it was quite hard for me try to act normal. haha when I don't really know people I tend to draw myself back. I'm super different when I'm comfortable in my surrounding. haha. =p

So her life group was pretty open and not shy to testify about their faith which I think was super good. it's something different and they have so much passion and fire for God which is really wonderful to see.

After that Kim and her Life group brought me to sunny bank, it's like where all the Chinese people hang out. quite funny! but I think in aussie, everything is so overpriced it's really hard to try to save money and you can't HAHAHA =p

Today, I went for lunch with another bunch of girls from another life group, my dad's friends. they are really nice and friendly and they taught me like a lot of things which was quite good.

Anyway, my brother is going to church, when he just told me that, I feel so happy for him and I think he is doing so well, he got like 90 and above for all his subjects. great! now I have to get the same as him or do even better. HAHAA

so yeah, I have to say. I MISS SINGAPORE!!! I MISS THE FOOD, PEOPLE AND MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. =( I feel like eating the carrot cake from zion road again. HAHA =p sigh. lucky I got to eat it with shu, char, cass and joyce before I left. :)

and I also want to thank everyone for all the wonderful letters that was given to me. I enjoyed reading every single one of it.

Babe! I love the storybook you did for me, it was a joy to read. love it!
Ale! I loved the video you made for me. I watched it again last night and I could not stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHA I BOOK YOU FOR TWILIGHT 2 OKAY! =P
I just loved everything! I think when I keep them next time, I would need a bigger letterbox at home because every letter I received form anyone goes into that box. I have letters from people when I was in primary school and all. :) MISS YOU ALL! TAKE CARE OKAY? LOVE LOVE!

in aussie they would say, cheers! SO CHEERS!

2009-07-06T15:42:00.003+08:00

HEY HO EVERYONE!!

I GOT MY CONNECTION UP ALREADY! :) AND MY ROOMMATE IS A CHRISTIAN TO THANK GOD FOR THAT TOO.

I WILL BE WRITING LETTERS TO YOUR SOON.

:)

MISSING ALL OF YOU ALREADY!!!!

2009-07-05T11:51:00.004+08:00

I just read something, it kind of hurts me.

just tell me you don't like it and not lie to my face

and then go behind my back and you say you hate it to other people.

i'm keeping my distance

2009-07-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

GOOD BYE SINGAPOREE!!

WISH ME ALL THE BEST MAN.

SNIFFS! =(

2009-07-04T03:25:00.003+08:00

If you look at the time now, it Saturday... which means I'm leaving tmr. I can't believe this I really can't. It's something I'm really looking to but at the same time leaving is tough. I just have so many things going on that it never really had the time to hit me that I'm leaving on the 5th.

There is so many things I want to say to you.
but it's too late.
I miss what we had
but now I'm so sure nothing can ever go back to what it used to be

I could cry right now. But I'll be strong.

2009-07-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

The past few days has been pretty amazing. :)

Why is it when I'm about to leave that things gets better? it's quite sad but I have to say I am still very thankful! haha

Today I went out with Joyce again! HAHAHA I have been seeing her everyday, which is good don't get me wrong. :) So we went to have tea, I think we should have tea more often, I think it's something really fun and it good to bond and all. We went to carousel and the food selection was as good as always, lots of finger food and so much to choose from. We ate super a lot and the place was packed! haha

When we were there we saw Debra! I have not seen her in ages and she still looks the same. :) She told me she saw my brother that day, like a few weeks back. So I was thinking is Titus back in Singapore? HAHA Then after that she told me she is also studying in Melb Uni. I guess she is back for holiday. :)

After that we went to Cine to book movie tickets, we keep watching movies. haha and Gerald cannot stop calling to ask about Sat. But I guess it's good because he is helping me book tickets, so Yay to Gerald! HAHA

After that we decided to shop around at TAKA! and I saw Jessica! omg, she is the sweetest thing! I'm really happy to see her and she understands what fears I have because she is going though the same thing. She will be leaving on the 10th of July. Then she told me that she marked down the 5th for me. How sweet! =( will really miss her. sighh

I'm going to miss everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one minute I'm happy I'm leaving, the next I'm scared to death. HAHAH

leaving to a cold country with one winter jacket. HAHAHA

This is relationship suicide

because if you go I go.

Maybe I can talk you down?

2009-06-25T15:50:00.001+08:00

AWESOME MOVIE! :)

Now at night I'm scared of red lights. HAHA

and I have to say, this movie is really for boys. HAHAHA

2009-06-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

It finally came to point whereby, we don't talk anymore and we don't argue anymore. I guess it's good for both of us that I'm leaving.

EXACTLY TWO MORE WEEKS!! WHERE ON EARTH DID THE TIME FLY TO? SO FASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT MANZ

2009-06-08T14:52:00.024+08:00

Today I was supposed to wake up early to go to town with my Brother and Mom, but I guess we were all too lazy. HAHA

So I spent my morning,afternoon looking through old photographs, videos and just thinking back how these first 6 months already has been such a blessing. :)

But before that, This Heineken Commercial is so super funny and I think many others will agree. It's so funny when the guys act like girls when they see something they love. HAHA. Look at the guy when he runs in a circle, cracks me up!

This video is for people who reads my blog but does not have facebook. coughdarylcough. :)

So anyway, I think these 6 months were AMAZING. :) I don't know why, maybe because I'm leaving soon so I tend to treasure everything more. Too many nice photos, too much laughter, too many good friends. I should count myself lucky. :)

Days out with girls will never get boring and it will always be great fun. :)
The Marina Barrage(our second home) will always be the place where we chill out and have fun. haha
Valentine's day which was quite a success after all even though we had 2 guest? HAHA. Love the deco, wonder who did it. =p

PROM PROM PROM. The day that I was stressing over my dress and making sure everything went according to plan and it was a wonderful day. HAHAOur nice hotel stay, all squeezed into one bed and ate lots of seaweed. :)

Cam whoring in the toilet as usual. HAHA

I graduated from Ngee Ann Poly. :) Best day ever! saw all my favourite people but saw the evil one too. HAHAHAH

Got an awesome Camera, so I started taking nice photographs. This is for Charissa because I know she did not like the borders and the heart. HAHA

The Singapore Flyer, I think it will be better if you sat it when everything is done up because nothing much to see and also get into a cabin without people you don't know. It's more peaceful. :)

Our Joyrides at night, I miss that plush toy that we love and hate. HAHAHA

Mind mapping which I thought was going to be a very waste time event but I was soo soo wrong. I enjoyed every minute of it and it was rather funny. I miss drawing. HAHA

Suppers with SYC at Holland Village. :) Joyce looks funny here. HAHA

Family Dinners. :) I loveeeee this group photo. :)

The Daring People that finally sat the GMAX. :) I'm glad we did it together. HAHA

Good Friday with SYC people. :)

Got a job with my bestie. :) Met many different people there which never fail to make us laugh. HAHA

Bestie turns 20! :)

Hanging out and doing sexy poses. HAHAHA

Went to Sentosa with my Favourite boys. :) Both in poly now and doing well I hope. HAHA

Went to HONG KONG! and met the Princesses like me. HAHAHA =p

Helping out for Vday, lots of hard work was placed into it. :)

SYC Girls! Missing Amanda and Kim.

I'm still waiting for my videos to upload so I can share it with everyone. The house is so quiet, just the way I like it. HAHA

Shups and Joyce are not in Singapore, they are on a mission trip. Hope they are having fun. :)

Happy for Charissa that she got a fun job at the Swiss School, just by reading her blog you can see where her passion lies. :) Very Happy for you!

Congrats to Joyce for getting into SIM too. Very Proud of you. :)

Good to have Ale and Shaunald back safely from China. :)

So many :) :) For those Poly People(Aaron, Daryl, Nat) and Australia people (Amanda & Kim) all the best for your exams. It will be over before you know it. woots!

10 more MD for my video to be up! HOPE IT GETS UPLOADED. IT SAID 1 HOUR BUT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR 2 HOURS! zzzzz

edit

This video was created long time ago. :) enjoyyy

2009-06-05T18:42:00.002+08:00

Today marks one more month before I pack my bags and leave to Aussie! I'm excited I have to say, excited to study and finally be going the way I'm supposed to. :)

But there is more than going there, I think people who actually leave their families behind are really brave and I don't think I'm brave enough to go but everything is signed and prepared and I can't turn back can I? HAHA

So these few days all I have been doing is packing stuff and trying my best to catch up with everyone before I leave.

lalallalaa, I love the new Hillsong United CD! HAHA :)

2009-06-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

I'm both excited and scared for June. HAHA weird much =p

2009-06-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

(-)

no place to stay in aussie
my email got hacked into (person refused to admit it's him)
many things keeps being mentioned which just stresses me out more
I think I know I'm leaving singapore, bt it has not hit me yet

(+)

got the new hillsong united cd
can finally rest in june

thats about it.

2009-05-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

I need prayer that I will have somewhere to stay =(

2009-05-30T10:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CHARISSA! :) THANKS YOU FOR EVERYTHING, THANK YOU FOR SPENDING 2 MONTHS WITH ME WORKING, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND ALL. THANK YOU FOR LAUGHING AT A LOT OF RUBBISH, THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LAUGH EVERY TIME YOU TALK IN YOUR ACT CUTE VOICE. THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME NICE SONGS AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP WHICH I TREASURE A LOT. :)

I REALLY THANK GOD FOR YOU THAT YOU HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH TO BETTER A EVEN BETTER PERSON AND THAT YOU REALLY DO TREASURE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH PEOPLE AND GOD. IT REALLY SHOWS A LOT!

ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO DO, AND MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU MANY MANY THINGS. LOVE YOU LOTS CHAR! :) LOVE YOU!!!!!!

How Far I Have Come.

2009-05-28T15:55:00.004+08:00

I have decided to write this today because I felt someone/something telling me to write this. :) if you don't want to rread this you can just read the ending. ;)

SCGS

It all started with me being place in the best school ever, SCGS. It was a true blessing and of course at that age I probably did not know what was happening and all and I did not really take studies as a priority in my life. I was more focused in other things in life, dance, friends and having fun. I believe very strongly in you reap what you sow.

So I ended doing really badly in PSLE. And I was so bad that I was sent to Normal Academic and it was not a very pleasant place to be because all my Church friends and SCGS friends were going to good schools and all in the special stream or the express stream.

For that I was thrown to Queensway secondary school, I had to give up my passion for dance and the other secondary school I was placed in did not offer dance as a CCA which was actually quite disappointing.

I think not many people know this but I actually appealed for many many secondary schools to get me into a Christian School, like St Mag or Fairfield but all of them just decided to "reject Melissa Day" haha, so I had to suck it up and face the music and to just go to QSS.

I had a lot of anger in me that I was being sent there, I was taken out of my comfort zone and I was placed with "the others" that's how proud I was, I thought as long as you do not belong to an elite school you are nothing!

First day sucked, there were boys roaming the halls of the school, so disgusting and everyone spoke a foreign language to me... CHINESE. I was obviously really confused and lost in school because not only was I in a neighbourhood school I was placed in the Normal Academic stream.

When I first stepped into my class, it never got better. I got teased for speaking English and being the good girl, but you can't blame me for being brought up this way in SCGS haha. I had to adapt quickly to this class in order to "fit in".

So I decided that if I joined a CCA maybe I can hang out with people from the express stream and maybe I will be able to clique with them, so I decided to join Choir, a low profile CCA but I always enjoyed singing, it was something I love to do besides dance. So I picked that up and I started meeting new people and nice people, I started being less angry with God and started to accept things and move forward and not harp on the past. I even met Joyce which is amazing because now she has been saved. :)

I did really well in Secondary Two and got promoted to the express stream! and became a prefect as well. After that, everything else pretty much fell into place till O levels came.

This was a second hit, I felt that maybe I got too comfortable with the fact that since everything is going well everything else in my life will just continue to be great and wonderful. But God does not like it when we lean on him only when we have problems and all.

O LEVELS

O Levels came and who does not want to get into a good school right? when I applied, I was hoping to get into at least one of my 12 choices, but sadly I did not. I did got rejected by not 1 choice but 12 different choices, How great is that seriously? I was thinking to myself can my day get any worst.

I was left with nothing, so I tried to appeal with my CCA and all but guess what? I did not get through that either.

But God's timing is perfect, he gave me a spot in Ngee Ann Poly and I really don't regret it. I made amazing friends and all.

Anyway, to cut it all short, this is what I want to say. ( talk so much crap then now tell us what you want to say) HAHA

here goes:

Sometimes we feel that whatever we want to do/get in life is what we have to do. But God's plans and thoughts are higher than ours. He knows us way better than anyone else. He created us, DUH HE SHOULD KNOW RIGHT? HAHA. And sadly his plans for us and our will not tally but we should accept that and take up with God has for us.
Sometimes when we are being thrown into something we do not enjoy, it takes time before you do and only at the end when you look back and reflect you will be able to see why God put you through whatever you thought might be hell.
Sometimes, we are being "brought around the entire world" to end up where we should be, but every different step that we take is a learning experience.
Through situations like these, it helps you grow as a person and you are able to see a lot things when you fall down and work your way up again.
God loves you very much, and he will give you what he KNOWS you can handle.
I feel that so far whatever that I was being put through all the ups and downs, I finally know what I'm supposed to do and even though I took the long route to find out, I'm glad I did it.
We must trust in God( not easy I know) I sometimes find it hard too and give it up to God but I always tell myself that God knows best and whatever comes your way and if you have a feeling to get on it! GET ON IT! don't have second thoughts, and even if it's something that sucks, you have a experience. :)
Prayer works! we need to be consistent in what we pray for and to ask God to show his plans for you. :)
It's through suffering that you are able to be stronger and to tell others about how great God has been in your life.

Now that I look back, I do not regret anything anymore. And from today onwards, I'm going to work hard in school and not disappoint anyone. :)

God knows the right way to go. :) lalalaal HAVE A GREAT DAYZ. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP! AHHAA

2009-05-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

I'm over it already.

2009-05-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

I really wonder why I do this so often, like one minute I'm totally fine and I'm going with the flow, other times I feel that whatever is going on around me is not very christian like and I think to myself why did I say/do that.

And then I know that God is disappointed in me and I cannot undo what I did/say and sometimes I try very hard to stop or be quiet but the situation I'm placed in is seriously not an easy one to be with. It's really hard to be a Christian, it's not that I'm giving up, it's just sometimes when you stumble and fall down, it's really depressing and hard to get up.

I really respect those Christians that are so grounded, I really do want to change my ways..

I'm not writing this for you to think I'm trying to act holy or whatever, but this has been bothering me for quite sometime and it's so wrong but yet I'm not strong enough to overcome this.

MAJOR SIGH!

2009-05-25T10:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUNALD/BABE!

LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!

2009-05-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

THE CHURCH. :)

2009-05-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

being selective does not mean working things out.

2009-05-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

FOR YOU ALE. :) I CAN'T WAITZ. HAHAH

2009-05-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

Today was such a long day, I'm quite thankful that work is ending soon because I really need a break. I'm quite sick of waking up early, haha I think Charissa will agree with me.

In the office, time passed by so slowly, took a million quizzes, talked to people on msn, played games and all, but yet the time refused to move any faster.

Life is kind of sian now, like in the sian stage and I can't help it, so many things going through my mind everything that I'm looking forward too comes too quickly and ends too fast, like things I dread, creeps up to me so slowly and ends up being reallyyyyyy looonngggg.

sigh. damn emo, I'm sorry if my moodiness has affected anyone. Just going though a lot of shit right now. =(

2009-05-20T09:22:00.000+08:00

life is kinda on the down lowwwwww

2009-05-14T16:06:00.001+08:00

He looks so sad :(

I never knew I would have to post this up ever!

love you dannyyyyyyy :(

2009-05-14T13:35:00.003+08:00

I HATE AMERICAN IDOL.

STUPID SHOW

DON'T KNOW HOW TO PICK THE CORRECT WINNER

WASTE MY LIFE WATCHING THE SHOW.

SCREW.

DANNY YOU WILL FOREVER BE THE WINNER IN MY EYES. :)

I WILL SUPPORT YOU 100% AND BUY ALL YOUR ALBUMS!

2009-05-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

God showed me that you don't need to be in the best school to have friends

that will be with you forever. :)

I will forever be thankful that I went to Ngee Ann Poly.

What a great blessing. :)

♥ my HLM-ers.

meet up again soon before we all go our separate ways.

2009-05-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Make your own animation

2009-05-07T16:52:00.001+08:00

bye bye Allison. :)

not a very flattering photograph I must add. =p

one more down, two more to goooo

2009-05-07T16:20:00.003+08:00

and all of a sudden, everything magically became alright.

think again please.

2009-05-05T21:47:00.021+08:00

I have not posted a decent post in a really long time, so I shall do it now since I have lots of photos and things to blog about. :)

Lets start with my new camera, I got it as my graduation gift from my parents(dad) haha! He was really nice about it and I'm really thankful I got it because I kinda took his Sony camera and made it mine. HAHA. So yeah, canon is great! It has been such a great way to escape into photography. :) So whatever pretty thing I see, I will be snapping away on my camera. My lovely bangles from HK, don't worry it's not infected with swine flu. HAHA. :)

SUNDAY!

In church we were talking about how we knew that God is real and how we must learn how to tackle these type of questions that was being shot at us, I have to say I'm the sort of person that has to take about one week to prepare and it's not my kind of thing to be placed in the spot and answer like that. So I guess it was a good way to see how much I can do to interest the group of people I was speaking to.

After YE, helped out SHU in Sunday school, the kids are so cute and it's really fun to see them laugh when I say something. It just makes me remember how much fun I had when I was that age, so carefree and loving every bit of life having nothing much to worry about. I'm sure the kids that day learnt alot from SHU about perseverance.
We learnt a lot that day and it was so cute how the guys + Li en were in black and the girls in pink! HAHA. :)

So after Church, Shu's Family and I headed to West Coast Plaza which was Shaunald's Favourite hangout place when it was GINZA. HAHA kidding, but now the entire place has been transformed and it looks way better now. And there was even a photo shoot which Shu, Leps and I took part in. :) so cool huh!

Nah, I'm kidding, it was just random items lying everywhere. haha. Shu saying stop, like as if people will bother listening to that! HAHAHAHA!

Look at the friendly "GO" people. :) Makes the world a better place don't you think? HAHA

MONDAY! :)

I don't remember if I took any nice pictures, but I took this picture of Charissa, and I think the picture says it all. :)

Pretty Picture, I'm sure everyone will agree. :)

So work has been going pretty alright but I think Charissa will agree with me that it's getting a little boring and there is only so much you can do on fb and msn and all. HAHA.

So after work on Monday I met my cousin Jonathan. :)

WE went to watch X Men which was freaking awesome! The actors were all really handsome and cool, I just love it when they do all the effects and all. I really enjoyed The show a lot. We went to the new Bugis Shopping Mall called Iluma, I have to say it's nothing great maybe because it just opened and not all the shops have moved in. But I have to say the architecture is really pretty and very attractive. :)
We had dinner at Empire State which is like a replica of New York New York. HAHA, they has the huge burger and all too.

When we first entered, they were playing Hillsong Music! I was amazed and shocked, So I went to ask one of the waitress if this was a christian restaurant, then she went to the back room to change the music to some hip hop one. =s I should have shut my mouth. HAHA.

I think my cousin told me not to post a lot of my photos up of him, so I shall be nice and not. HAHA.
I don't know why when I put my camera on I contrast that our teeth becomes to white, it's quite strange, shall stop using that function so often. HAHA.

So after the show, we walked all the way to the coffee house which had really nice drinks. :) we manage to catch up a lot and he told me alot about how his church was not as perfect as I thought it would be. I think every church will have problems as well. But he told me not to give up so I won't :) TUESDAY(TODAY! )

I took really pretty photos today too, the church, the MOS burger Bird on the cup which I thought was really cute, Charissa walking the the streets of Raffles and Charissa trying to KISS HERSELF! HAHAHA. :) ENJOY!! I'M OFF!

2009-05-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

MEET MY NEW CAMERA. :)

woots woots!

Thanks Daddy! :)

ANOTHER FUNNY THING THAT HAPPENED IN THE OFFICE. :)

2009-05-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

CAN YOU GUESS WHAT THIS IS? =P

A ZOOMED OUT PHOTOGRAPH

IT'S A FROZEN WATERMELON! HAHA!

It was really funny when we(Charissa and I) took it out of the freezer, looked like someone's white hair on the fruit. By the way Freezer was damn cold, the watermelons were hard rock and it was really hard to eat it. HAHA.

2009-05-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

CASSIE ON MTV IS A SELFISH SELFISH GIRL. -___-"

I think only Ming Jie knows what i'm talking about. HAHA

http://www.mtv.com/videos/the-phone-ep-2-the-conspiracy/1609786/playlist.jhtml

2009-04-30T16:43:00.001+08:00

bye bye mattie. :)

2009-04-29T11:59:00.002+08:00

LUNCH TIME! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TO MY FRIEND WHO WORKS IN THE AIRPORT! :)

MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!

2009-04-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today Char and I went driving!

1. Picked Charissa up to go to Ban Nee Chen to collect my one week pay that I did not collect. I was really thankful she followed because I was quite scared to go back there. =p After I collected money, I felt quite bad that I did not say hi to Steven my boss so I did for a while and I also saw that my desk was like a huge mess thanks to the 3 new guys that joined the company. But that does not matter because I have a pretty awesome job now. :)

2. After I got my pay, drove all the way to Holland V to pick Paul up, have not spoken to him for the longest time and I had a few laughs and NO PAUL I'M NOT ASHAMED OF BEING A POLY STUDENT. HAHA I love my poly friends. :) So I dropped them off at bradell? Charissa got her cash! woots! today it was our pay day for both of us and hopefully there is more to come. HAHA

3, After that dropped her off at Holland V because she needed to do her hair and I needed to send the car home. Sorry I could not accompany you! And I'm thankful that my petrol did not run out because I think I drove a very long distance to ecp, such a far away place! Thank Goodness for expressways. :)

After that went down to town to meet my mother, and we shopped around. anyway I don't know whats happening, I mail you but no response so do I wait or keep pushing?

Anyway, I there are a lot of other positive things to keep me grounded and thankful. :) I really like my job HAHAHAHA, everyday is something different and always has laughter during the entire working hours. HAHA

2009-04-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

HAHA! FUNNY DAY! :)

2009-04-23T14:07:00.002+08:00

so today, was the first time in the office where the day did not start off right, people in the office was annoying me and kept giving me work to do which could actually be done by themselves but like yeah.

I guess I allowed it to get to me and in the end I was pretty annoyed with everything else, better now I guess the office is pretty empty and everyone is doing their own things.

So lately I have been thinking about my universities applications and I really have been thinking, like I honestly don't mind going to Griffith uni anyway, and I still have not gotten my UQ one maybe I'm just not meant to go there. I'm pretty fine going to Griffith even though everyone says it's a shit school, but I have been in not so good schools before but yet I was able to excel in there. haha. yeah...

Paycheck soon and can't wait maybe things will start looking up again, everything now is pretty dull and I need some brightening up soon. sighz.

alright, back to work now. byeee

2009-04-18T00:15:00.007+08:00

Dinner was great! :) It was good to see alebelly! We got a place at Yuki Yaki which was good because we were able get seats. :) After Dinner, we decided to go catch a movie. 17 AGAIN!! :) ZAC EFRON IS SOO CUTE. :) :) :) :)
will blog more again soon. haha! loveee

Actor called Sterling Knight. Quite Cute. HAHA

HANDSOME! :) :) :) FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE DAY!

2009-04-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

2009-04-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

I love the rain, lightning and cold cold wind. :)

2009-04-11T13:35:00.002+08:00

I had a nice quiet bus ride home yesterday and it got me to think about my life.

I can feel a small change in me, God tells me that he wants me to change my ways.

I got to trust God which i'm not good in.

But I have to. :)

2009-04-07T19:13:00.001+08:00

TIME PASSED SO SLOWLY TODAY

SO CHAR AND I BECAME REALLY RETARDED!

STAY TUNE FOR RETARDED VIDEOS!

HAHAHAHA!!

:) :)

2009-04-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

I am lost for words.

mark this day people.

MELISSA GOH= HAS NOTHING TO SAY

I'm speechless.

2009-04-05T22:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL 6 BABIES! :)

SHU EN! :)You have been my best friend for almost all my life and I treasure you so so much! I Thank you for all the encouragement you have given to me all these years, all the funny things we do too! You never fail to make me laugh. I will always enjoy every bitching session with you because we will never run out of things to talk about. :) Thank You for all the rides you have given me and all. I know our friendship will continue to grow as we get older. Even though at times we have some problems, we will always be able to get through it. Thanks for everything shu, I love you very much. MUCH MUCH MORE THAN DANIEL RADCLIFFE! :) I hope you have an awesome birthday and may God continue bless you each and everyday! LOVE!!BUDDY!! I have to say, I will never imagine us being such good friends because of our age gap and all. I want to thank you for all the advice that you have given me through the years and always being there for me most of the time. :) we have so many things to talk about and it always ends up in something funny. Thank you for always listening to me with all my problems and all. It's very rare to find good friends like you! I hope poly life will be great fun for you and that you will make many many friends. :) I'm sure everyone will like hanging around with you since you are so RETARDED. haha Continue to serve in church alright? God has given you such a wonderful talent and I'm really proud of you! Love you loads buddy! Darren!!! :) I just saw this picture of us and I realised that it was such a cute picture! Anyway, even though we are not very close we are still able to get along. :) Thank you for always being such a wonderful friend to me and other members in YE. I think God that he sent you into YE because you are such a wonderful person inside and out. I know God will continue to bless you in your life. Continue to study hard okay? haha, I know you do! smarty pants. haha! Take care Darren!! loveee you too! :)

2009-04-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

I GUESS YOU ARE GOING TO BE THERE AGAIN!!!

-________________________________-

it's a package deal.

2009-04-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

QUESTION:
What Movie Am I From?

Daryl's Answer:
Under the Sea! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA(FAIL!!!)

SOMEONE SUCKS IN DISNEY TRIVIA *COUGHDARYLCOUGH*

2009-03-31T19:41:00.001+08:00

I want to be like my brother, Titus. :)
He is doing so well in Australia
Good Grades
Living Alone
Independent.

I want to be able to do that too!

2009-03-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

WELCOME HOME ERNIE. :) :)

I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD REST NOW!

anyway, today I spent my day with syc people and I really enjoyed my time with them. :) I love it when our conversations gets so funny and interesting. :)

Went to fetch Ernie todayyy and he looked so tired, poor boy could not get enough rest anyway I bet he's sleeping now. :) so after that the DUDES headed off! I think it's really very sweet that no matter what we have on or whatever we would still make time for people and I feel really happy. hee

So after that went to say hi to Zhi Jian because he works in the airport. :) Hope your day was fun! :)

After that, Cassandra, Shu, Char and I headed off to raffles when we sat at the fountain for about 40 mins and then we moved to Gloria's coffee to slack a bit, I was not feeling very well because when I don't get enough sleep I will get a very bad flu which just affects my entire mood. Sorry if I was a little annoyed. haha

Then it was such a great bonding session for us, laughing away taking pictures and laughing at one of Cassandra's picture which I will not post it up here, because if I do I would prob be dead tmr. HAHA

Then after that shu left. =( for school, so the rest of us headed off to SUNTEC! where I wasted like 2 bucks on the arcade and did not recieve any toys either, and we also tried the haalets, thought ebellia/xue fen would be there. Have not seem them in ages. =( but we saw lois, she looked soooo cute in her uniform. HAHA. I would totally eat the haalets again. :) FRIDAY! WOOTS!

After suntec we went over to orchard road where we went to cine to catch a movie, the last kiss. I have to say the show was quite nice, just that one of the actress was really annoying and I was pretty much annoyed with her the entire show, but I hated the ending it was such a bad ending. HAHA

After that Cassandra had to leave , had loads of fun talking and laughing at all the retarded stuff Cassandra! :)

So Charissa was such a nice friend and she followed me all over the place because I needed to get the twins a gift and I'M HAPPY I GOT IT! :) I hope they like it because Charissa and I spent a lot of time trying to find the nicest one. :)

Then we walked to far east where we tried to look for earrings but in the end, we went to gelare to have ice cream and talked about a lot of things. I'm really thankful that Charissa has gotten closer to us. :)

SO I AM GOING TO END NOW. :) LOVE YOU ALL. CAN'T WAIT FOR MORE OUTINGS TO COME. HEEHEE

♥

2009-03-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :) I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ YOU VERY MUCH. :) I hope you liked your present. I thank you that I have you as my daddy and NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU!!

2009-03-27T23:12:00.003+08:00

I wish you will stop pretending you care about us when you actually don't

and I wish you will think of others for a change.

You're hurting tons of people and You don't even know it because you are so caught up with yourself.

2009-03-26T21:02:00.013+08:00

I have to say, for the past few weeks, I have been watching movies like nonstop. HAHA.

12 Feb- The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons/watched with: Kenneth, Shu and Charissa.
11 March- Push/watched with: Darren, Daryl, Nat
11 March-Watchmen/watched with: Charissa, Shu
21 March- Street Fighter/watched with Shaun, Cassandra, Shu, Kenneth
23 March-Race to Witch Mountain/watched with: Shu, Charissa
25 March- Confessions of a Shopaholic/watched with: Daryl, Nat
26 March-Gran Torino/watched with: Joyce

haha! but I enjoyed all the movies, some more than others though. :)

SENTOSA!

So since poly has yet to start, daryl, nat and I were bored to we randomly planned to go Sentosa. haha. It was quite random but we just decided to go. :) Nat and I were on time so we sat at Superdog playing cards, lucky they did not chase us away. haha

Then Nat showed me his exlink and IC! MAJOR DIFFERENT PLEASE. haha, so much better looking now. :)

While waking for the sentosa express, GUESS WHO WE SAW! JOELLLLL from COGS! he was so shy and his mom was bringing them to sentosa to have some fun in the sun. haha. He is superr cute. :)

When we reached Sentosa, we wanted to sit at the luge, and it was my mistake and we stopped at the wrong stop. haha. But we got to see the Merlion! :)

Thank Goodness Sentosa is not very big and we manage to find the luge, I will always remember this ride when I was super scared and Shu dropped her slipper in the forest! HAHA. :) While going up, I have to say it was really scary. I was still scared and I know Daryl was too and Nat did not make it any easier by shaking the sky ride like crazy, I was kind of freaking out. HAHA.

The luge ride down was major fun and Nat and Daryl could not stop banging into each other. haha. But I was going too fast down hill that I banged my luge on the workers feet. I was soooo sorry. HAHAHA

After that we just sat by the beach and just talked I guess, it was freaking hot and we played my favourite game! SNAP! Animal Snap, and whoever played animal snap with me knows which animal I would pick. HAHAHAHA. It has never failed me. *laugh the evil laugh* HAHAHA

Nat and Daryl so ROMANTIC. haha

NAT: MARRY ME DARYL HAHA

The picture said it not me. HAHA

I also saw my baby's photo. :) Brighten up my day! HAHA

And Nat was really hungry. HAHA

So in the end, we decided to watch confessions of a shopaholic. :) The guy in the movie is really handsomeee. :) woots! HAHA and I really like the show. sooo much shoes and clothes. :)

So anyway, thanks Daryl and Nat for coming out. :) It was quite fun I have to say! HAHA :)

Today, I went out with Joyce was supposed to meet her at like 1pm but I woke up at like 12. She held the call for so long and it woke me up. HAHA. I was super tiredddd.

So went down to town and I kind of got mixed up with the MRTs and stuff so we ended up in TAKA, having lunch. :)

Then we walked all the way to the post office at OG which was still under renovation and it's looking really nice. haha

Then we walked to Plaza and we went into Dorothy and I ended up buying a dress which I cannot believe I bought it. HAHA Joyce said it was pretty so I trust her that I don't look like crap. Going to wear it to my Grandmother's Birthday Dinner. :) Hope she likes Orange/Pink. HAHA

Then we ended up watching Gran Torino! Charissa you were right! the movie was awesome. I nearly cried at the end, but it was really good. :) Okay, I'm going off to think of a nice title for my friend, which I'm having a hard time to think of. HAHA

TO ALE:

I know school is getting tough on you, and I know you're stressed. =( I will be praying for you and you must remember you are not alone okay? I'm here for you if you need to rant or anything. Love youu very muchh aleeee belly! :) :)

2009-03-26T00:15:00.003+08:00

I WANNA TRY THE HAATO'S HAALETS!

UBER CUTEEEE!!

Thanks Ebellia for letting me there is such a thing. :)

EVERYONE MUST FLOCK TO LIANG COURT AND

SUNTEC CITY TO TRY IT!! :)

2009-03-24T22:52:00.001+08:00

Finally IDP replied me that they have submitted my application.

Now all I have to do is wait. :)

2009-03-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

I have to say, ever since I have ended my attachment in that company, God really gave me a break from all the stress, tears, anger and all.

He gave me rest.

There are times in my life when I feel so blessed. These moments keeps me moving forward which is wonderful to experience. I always feel it's a way for me to thank God for it, it sometimes brings me to tears, laugh about it or even express it out in words like now.

Life is tough, there is no other word to describe it but without going through all these tough times, it's impossible to become stronger and to know yourself and others better.

Life in unfair but God is fair. He gives you everything for a reason and it may not be what you wanted it to be. I think in my life 3/4 of it is things are things I don't want/like but he pushes you to embrace it and move on with life. I enjoy these little pushes, it forces me into something and I just got to embrace it and see things differently.

I'm thankful for my family and friends. I have never felt so happy spending time with them, everyone is so important to me. I have gotten to know so much more about people I don't usually hang out with.

I thankful for making it through to poly, you don't treasure something until you have lost it or going to lose it. I thank all my friends in poly, I thank you for the laughter and the times you were there for me.

I thank the church for constant support, prayer and love, YE is my life and will always be. :)

and finally I thank God he gave me a second chance to revive lost friendships, I'm not going to give up on it.

This is not an emotional post, don't get me wrong. haha I just want to thank everyone who has made an impact in my life. I did not mention names, but you know who you are. :)

♥God is Good to me♥

2009-03-20T20:45:00.001+08:00

I CAN PROUDLY SAY:

I'M A NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC GRADUATE! :)

Thanks be to God!
♥♥♥

2009-03-19T00:56:00.001+08:00

Charissa just showed me this really funny site and now I cannot stop laughing. hahaha

This was what someone wrote:
Today, I was going to a Harry Potter convention since I love the books so much. On my drive there I got lost, and it only got worse when my car broke down. Since I forgot my cell phone I decided to try and hitch a ride. I stood on the side of a road for two hours dressed like Ron Weasley. FML

and someone commented:
Should've brought your wand.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

2009-03-18T15:24:00.059+08:00

Alright, I shall keep my promise and update about Hong Kong! :)

Day 1(12/03/09)

It was a very early morning, needed to reach the airport at 4am so I pretty much did not even bother catching some rest because I know I will be really tired if I woke up. So I lazed round my house and watched TV until it was time to go. When I reached the Airport I was dead, I could not stop sniffing and I wanted rest. I could not even sleep on the plane because it was really cold even after I turned off all the air con. HAHA

We reached around 10am and we freshen up and went to walk around HK. We went to harbour city which was really not fun because everything there was really expensive and I could not afford everything. But we got to see a pretty ship and we also walked along the pavement where they had stars for the famous celebrity stars in HK! Jackie Chan's Name was there as well. haha. Facing the sea was super nice. The weather was amazing and it was so cold. The wind could not stop blowing but I have to say it was really refreshing. :)

After walking around there went for lunch at some coffee house, the portion was huge and like I did not really enjoy the food but I guess it was okay since I was quite hungry. haha. At night we went to shop at a market called temple street. It's where all the cheap stuff were sold and I got some things there. I did not really buy much on the first day. But I did buy stuff. There was not a day I did not buy anything. HAHAHA

Shopped till 9 30pm and we got really tired so we took the train back to our Hotel. :)

Day 2(13/03/09)-Friday the 13!

Woke up early today, got breakfast at macs which was seriously gross, Singapore one is way way better. And I also saw this guy, he dropped his hash brown on the floor and he still picked it up to consume it. eeeeeeee.

Today was Disneyland Day! I was very excited because I have never been to a Disneyland and I bet the America One will be much better, but for now, i'll settle for Hong Kong's. HAHA So we got there early. like 9 30am and it was not very clever to go so early because the people in HK were all going to work and the trains were packed like crap. It was so horrible because we had to squeeze with everyone. -__-"

After we reached the end of the line, we needed to walk one station to get to the Disneyland train. It was such a long walk and when there is traffic going against you it's not very easy. haha. But in the end, it was all worth it! :)

So we got there and to our surprise, the park only opened at 10 30am. We were there too early. so we waited and then the opened the gate at 9 45am!! greatness! so after getting the tickets, there was another gate and they said they will only open it at 10 30am, so we needed to wait again!! so we waited at at 10 20am they open the gate! woots! so my mom said go to the rides first, so we were walking then there was another gate stopping us. I mean seriously, what is with Hong Kong and their gates. They said they would only open at 10 30 am, I mean like 5 mins won't make a difference right? HAHA. so at 10 30 they finally let us in. And from there, there was so more gates. Thank Goodness, because if I see another gate I will be annoyed. HAHAHA.

So sat almost all the rides, my favorite was Space Mountain. It was so much fun, I needed to sit on it more than once. haha! The teacup ride was fun too, spinning round and round. My mom and I got really dizzy. HAHA.

There was another ride also called, it's a small world after all. And it was so much fun! It was not scary but fun because we got to go all around the world in a small boat and there will be pretty glittery dolls dancing and singing it's a small world after all. When it was India, they would sing it in an Indian accent and stuff like that. really cute!

Going to Disneyland would not be complete if I did not see the Princesses right? haha I did not take a photo with Ariel and I did not see Jasmine. Sad, but like I feel that Cinderella was really pretty. Sleeping beauty can go back to sleep. HAHAHA. And I have no idea why Alice was there. HAHAHA. And Belle was quite disappointing too, I only like their dresses. haha.

After Fantasyland it was off to Adventureland where Tarzan's tree house was and a boat ride which was really fun! the animals looked so real and there was this fire thing which was super cool!

After adventureland we headed back to Fantasyland and we went to watch some mickey 3D thing which I thought it was going to be super boring. AND I WAS SO WRONG! It was the best 3D experience ever! so much better than Hannah Montana 3D Concert buddy. HAHAHAHA. Yeah anyway, it was about a journey and it was so good because when bottles were being open a blast of air would be blasted to you, when food came out the smell of food filled the theatre, when WATER was shown, WATER WAS SPRAYED ON US. How cool is that?! haha I was so so Amazed. HAHAHA

We ended up in some cartoon place and saw how they drew the cartoons and there were some really cute ones.. :)

How Cute is this Buzz Lightyears! HAHA :)

This is for you leps! HAHA. :)

After that we went to watch the parade and it was like going to rain as you can see the balloons are almost going the carry the guy off his feet. But God was good and He held back the rain. :)

Ariel obviously did not like her photo taken. HAHA.

After Disneyland, My Mom and I went to go shopping we went to a place which looks like Heeren and Look what I saw. Gardian became mannings in HK. It was really funny. HAHAHA Day 3(14/03/09)

Today, we woke up slightly later and we went to take the peak tram up to the peak which is supposed to allow you to see the entire HK. Going up the Tram was really scary because I don't like slow rides and it was climbing up to a really steep position it was quite scary, I keep having thoughts that it will roll back and crash. HAHA.

The Peak was so so beautiful and it was so cold up there but I have never been up there before and I have to say it was really cool. :) And the Peak means=shopping! okay fine, thats my own translation of the peak but there were so many shops and I got a nice bag from there. :)

Also saw a HUGE dog! HAHA Bought Pretty Gumballs too! :) Yummyyyy

Day 4 & 5(15/03/09 - 16/03/09)

SHOPPING DAY! Went to all the markets and I went crazy, bought tons of shoes and all. haha I love HK because there is so many places to visit and so much to buy. HAHA And HK also has a rule in the shop and that is you cannot try the clothes there. -___- stupidddd rule. But like yeah, that did not stop me from shopping. HAHA.

I also saw tons of SASA there which was quite weird like every corner you turn there it was sasa.
HK is very beautiful at night with all the lights. And I found my new favourite shop. H & M. Woah man, it's like a topshop but more affordable! AHAHA I begged my mom to go back even on the last day. :)The Last Night at HK, we watched the light show and it was really beautiful! I was so amazed at how colourful all the buildings was. :)

All in all, this trip was really good. My Mom did a very great job planning everything. :) Really thankful she was there and she was very kind by letting me spend too. HAHA.

I also have to thank God for giving us such wonderful weather. It was supposed to be a thunderstorm on the day we went Disneyland but not a single drop of water was felt and the weather was cool. So I thank God for that and He kept us safe throughout the trip! :)

OKAY I'M DONE. Will upload picture on fb soon. Need to go for some Interview with UQ at 5 40pm woots. :) BYEEE

SOME PEOPLE NEVER READ BLOG ENTRIES PROPERLY. COUGHSHUCOUGH!

2009-03-17T13:04:00.001+08:00

HEY everyone! :)

I just go back from Hong Kong and the trip was super fruitful! :) I really needed it and Disneyland was quite fun even though it was pretty small. Anyway I will do a proper update once I feel like it. HAHAHA

peaceee

2009-03-12T01:47:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS BUT...

YOU'RE GETTING ON MY FREAK NERVESSS!!

GOODBYE SINGAPORE HELLOOOO HONG KONG!! :)

Watched so many shows today, watchmen was quite okay, but got good company so that was fine.

BUT PUSHHHH WAS AWESOMEEE.

CHRIS EVANS COME TO SINGAPORE!!!

okay bye byeee. :) back on monday!

2009-03-10T20:18:00.009+08:00

:)

Now I will update of my week/s. HAHA I know I have not been blogging because at times I just feel really lazy and I don't want to upload pictures and blog about it. But since so many people keeps asking me to update I will. :)

I have been having so much fun because I got to see my church friends as well as my school friends which I honestly miss them a lot!

Celebrated ale's birthday too! which I hope you enjoyed my dear! I have not seen you in ages and I really truly miss you tons. :( and the worst part is I have not given you your Birthday gift yet! I will get it to you after I get things for you from HK okay! :)

My internship took me away from them and when I got to see them at prom it was really good. :) everyone looks really well too, and of course the girls put in more effort to dress up. :) That's the way it should be. So people I never thought would dress up really did and they looked amazing!

I also finally got my wish by going to prom in the Chrysler Cab. :) It was amazing. I think that was the only thing I was looking forward too! HAHA. :)

But during the pre prom thing, I went thought a lot of stressful trying to get my dress and I'm happy I got it in time. :) I think my tailor was really annoyed with me, but I needed to push him if not I would not get my dress.
I also want to thank Ebellia for coming to prom with me. :) I know Esther and Xue Fen could not make it and I wished they did, but I think if Ebellia did not go I would really die and be bored to death. So thank you Ebellia! :) And you look really pretty in your pink dress. I am hourned to be sitting next to the almost prom queen at prom. HAHA

So Shu and Char also prepared this "Pre Prom" celebration thing for me and seriously it was fun and I'm happy I got to spend it with them. Such a funny day filled with tons of things to be remembered for life! After that we also went to Marina Barrage when we met up with Kenneth and Shaun too, and I think Charissa and Shaun did really well for A's and May God bring you to where ever he sees you in! :) I had lots of fun that night too! even though my favourite shoe got muddy and Charissa could not stop laughing at it. HAHA. I'm leaving on Thurs for hong kong! which I'm kind of excited about because I want to shop and get a break from Singapore not the people but the country. HAHA. I will be back bearing gifts maybe just for myself. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA kiddingsss. GOING OFF NOW. AND FINALLY!!

CONGRATS QUEST CREW FOR WINNING ABDC!

I HOPE MY VOTING HELPED THEM TO WIN

I WOULD LOVE TO THINK THAT I HELPED THEM WIN. HAHAHA

peace outz

2009-03-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

YAY! FOUND A SUPER CUTE LAYOUT.

AFTER MANY DAYS OF SEARCHING. :)

2009-03-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT! :)

THESE FEW MONTHS/WEEKS HAS BEEN

A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

wootsssssssssssssss

2009-02-28T15:54:00.002+08:00

She is Love-Parachute

I've been beaten down,
I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith,
In my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need.

She's all I need.

Well I had my ways,

They were all in vain,

And she waited patiently.

It was all the same,

All my pride and shame,

And she put me on my feet

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need.

And when that world slows down, dear

And when those stars burn out, hear

Oh she'll be there with me

Yeah she'll be there

They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need.

She's all I need.

If you just take out all the she's and replace it with him/God it sounds like a christian song. :)
God is all I need.

2009-02-18T21:43:00.001+08:00

I just realised something..

We just have too much differences between us

well it sucks, to me that is.

I don't know about you

2009-02-14T23:00:00.005+08:00

So today is the famous V'Day, yes yes everyone in love spends this day together. :)

My V'day was quite special, no no I did not spend it with anyone special because I have not found him yet, hopefully I will someday because I think all my best friends has one and moved on. haha

But anyway, today I spend my Vday at home and hat dinner with my family and Rachel's family(this incudes Issac) hahaha! It was rather interesting. haha, but anyway it was a great night. did not need someone special to be next to me but I had the company of great people. :)

I'm really happy that I have Rachel as my Godsis because I know she is one of my very good friend that truly cares for you and will be there for you when you need someone. :) So thank yo Godsis, for all the advice, care and listening to my problem. You really are important to me too. I thank God for you!

And Issac too, even though I don't know you well, you are cool, you're really funny and God is really great to bless you with Rachel as well as Rachel being bless to find someone like you. hahaha even though you kind of suck at mario cart! HAHAHA KIDDING. :)

Now just for some random photos! :)

I wanted to put up old pictures. But I decided not to. hahahaha, I might get hate emails if I do. =p

2009-02-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today was seriously such a boring day, it feels so weird that I have nothing to do. Right now I would be getting ready for bed and wake up early for work tmr. haha, for the past two days I have been waking up at 7 30am without fail. I'm so used to waking up so early and I hate it because I always sleep very late and when I wake up early there is nothing to do. haha

I think I need a part time job but I have events here and there that are happening and I can't work. so it makes it very hard for me to get a job.

So anyway, I think everyone knows that my Ban Nee Chen job is finally over but I have to say I miss the people there, maybe not my boss but mostly everyone else. I was quite shocked that my last day I did feel some sadness that I won't be going back. haha shocking huh? But like now I look back and I know I can cope with demanding jobs.

I'll just talk about my life since there is nothing to do. So I went down to IDP yesterday with my parents and we asked them tons of questions and I needed to ask them why I did not get a place at Griffith University, not that I'm being confident that I can get in or whatever, but I was shocked that UQ gave me a conditional offer but I did not get one from Griffith and Griffith is not exactly a fantastic university, so they went to check the system, and Griffith did give me a conditional offer and gave me 40 credits which in a way gave me a good feeling that when I do send out my final grades and UQ does not want me, hopefully Griffith will.

And then today, I was reading through everything about Aust and the courses and I was thinking why not go into tourism and do events then to be in business and then go into events, like the modules are almost the same and Ipswich does not really have a very wild selection of places to stay and all the houses I saw there, it looked really unsafe. haha But I'm still looking at other universities too, my Dad told me to not only stick to one state.

yeah, and then after IDP we just went to have tea at sunset way, it was quite fun I guess. hahaha, in the morning I went for my prom fitting and surprisingly it went well, I get to see the dress very very soon.

Tmr, going out with my friends from school to check out some dresses and all and then at night going for Shu's Concert. Hope tmr will be fun, because I'm seriously lacking in it. boo.

alright, i'm going off now, I realised I have not blogged in ages. hahaha, well now I have. :) byeee

2009-01-31T20:26:00.004+08:00

I HEART YOU TOO SHU! :)

Today was great, I'm finally getting to spend some time with shu, char and leps! haha It was such a great time talking to them after a million years. :)

Thank you for sacrificing your time to hang with me. :) After my intership, PARTY! :) :)

2009-01-25T21:48:00.008+08:00

:) SO COOL HUH! HAHA

I LOVE MY NIECE AND NEPHEW. :)

HAPPY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :)

I AM FINALLY FREE FROM THE CNY SALES FOR MY WORK!!!

I was supposed to go back after my renioun dinner but after I told my cousins and Grandmother all of them highly objected! haha

ANYWAY, I'M SO SO THANKFUL THAT GOD PULLED ME THROUGH! :)

I gained so many things from this and in a way I am quite thankful that I got through it. hahaha

I REALLY MISS:

1. SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY!!

2.MY BEST FRIENDS!

3. ESTHER, XF, EBELLIA!!! (30th, steamboat! :) can't wait!

4. SCHOOL!!

5. GOING TO COGS!!! :(

haha, yeah thats about it and of course I miss shopping and all, the last time I was at orchard was when I was with Shu and Leps giving out flyers! -_-"

2009-01-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I MISS EVERYONE!!!

MY BEST FRIENDS, MY YOUTH GROUP, MY SCHOOLMATES, SCHOOL.

But today was a good day, because I got to do something that I wanted to do in the longest time.

I GOT TO CLEAN MY ROOM!!

like finally, it was really getting messy and I can't stand it.

Next week, I will be working from 8-forever, so come and visit me! HAHA

I'm joking, Amber road is freak far.

MY BEST FRIENDS! DON'T FORGET ME OKAY? :(

2009-01-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

But when I get where I'm goin'

And I see my maker's face

I'll stand forever in the light

Of his amazing grace

Yeah, when I get where I'm goin'

Oh, when I get where I'm goin'

There'll be only happy tears

Hallelujah

2009-01-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2009!

Yeah, I know what most of you are thinking, woots finally an update? HAHA! well you have to excuse me because I have been so busy with work that I have no time for my personal life. Yeah well, what can I say about 2008? It was tough!

(-)
1. It was very stressful in school with so many modules to do well in
2. I lost some friends
3. I felt distant from God
4. I missed FOP! :(
5. Working is not easy
6. Lots more but my mind is not functioning well right now.

(+)
1. I made some really good friends in school this year!! :)
2. I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE (passed with 18! woots)
3. GOT TO MEET COLBIE CAILLAT!
4. Went to Hillsong United Concert which was AWESOME!
5.Went to Church Camp which was quite fun too!
6.YE CAMP was super amazing! (learnt a lot and got to know more people! GO VENTRICLE!!)
7. MOVED HOUSE!! (FARRER COURT! :( )

with all that said, 2008 was still a good year because I know through certain trials I was placed through I have become stronger and I feel that God really wanted me to grow from it.

2009 is going to be the year where I see if I can get into Australia and I think more changes are yet to come and I need to be prepare for it. At watchnight service yesterday I was in very deep in thought and I was thinking that I need to learn to place my trust in God. Even though people may fail, God will never and he is always faithful.

Everyone is growing up so fast. It's really scary. I hope I can quickly finish off in Poly, everyone is faster than me and I need to cath up! haha! okay, no more blogging for the next month? I will be selling plants for CNY!

Thanks to everyone that has been such awesome friends. :) love you all!!

2008-12-25T23:23:00.001+08:00

:) :)

2008-12-20T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAHA, WE JUST PLAYED WII TODAY CHAR. =P

IT WAS RANDOM BUT SO MUCH FUNNNN. HAHAHHAHAA

2008-12-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

I MISS YE CAMP. :(

it really helped me realised a lot of things and I have to say that this year the sessions were so so much better. I loved the sessions a lot. haha. :)

2008-11-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

WELCOME HOME AMANDA CHEE!!

It's about time you are home, when I saw you back on sunday it was really a great feeling. :) Now we can go back to old times and I can't wait for camp! I hope it's fun. :) I'm going to have another get together, with YE people and now manda can come! WOOTSSSSSSSS.

This is going to be awesome!

CHARISSAAAAA!!! RADIO SONG MEDIUM STAGE?? HAHAHAHAHAHA

~~I hope YOU DON'T TRY TO COME IN BETWEEN ALL OF US because right now you are getting on my nerves~~

2008-11-09T01:38:00.003+08:00

I am really thankful that I have such good friends, but sometimes I wished things did not turn out this way between us. I just can't seem to let go of our friendship but I assumed that you have.

Now, it's not even called a distant friendship. Nothing can be done or sad to bring things back like it was. What does God want me to learn from this?

2008-11-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

Is this a dead blog or what? haha!!

I have come to the point where I am just so lazy to update and there is no more time to update. But today I just feel like updating! haha.

Work:
I have to say, I am getting a hang of my work nowadays but like it does not mean I'm enjoying it, it's still very tiring to work there because the hours are so long and there is always so much work to be done. Like sometimes, I can't even have lunch because there is so much work to be completed. Today, I thought I could at least leave at like 6 something but noooo, I had to leave later because he wanted to talk to us and yeah, more work was given. woopieee. :) -___-" he keeps telling me how it's about interest and all, but like what if it's not my interest?

You can't possibly force me in making it my interest. ;s Sigh, another 3 more months!!!

Church:
Hmm, what can I say, nothing much to say. Everyone is busy with their own life, not that I'm not with mine. hahaha. But like yeah. Things really do change and like I just wish church would be more fun and exciting, to me YE has lost it's spark and truthfully at times I feel like Sundays is just like another day of the week. I shall not make this anymore depressing because I just don't hahaha.

School:
I MISS SCHOOL, I MISS NGEE ANN! I MISS LAUGHING AT THE MOST RETARDED THINGS. I miss actually studying in school, it's way more fun then work. It's like a totally different environment. But like I still miss school and my classmates. I hope everyone goes for Prom!! and like graduation and all. It will be so much fun. :) Camwhoring away. HAHA

FAMILY:
I MISS MY FAMILY!!!! :( Everyone single one of them. I was really happy that day when my brother Titus called me. It was a very funny convo which I will not share. HAHAHA. Anyway, my parents are finally coming home on Friday and I hope I can pick them up! :)

Another thing why I wanted my parents to come home is so that I can drive!!!!!!!!!!!!. I have driven ever since I passed manzz, okay maybe a few times, but like I'm so scared I might loss touch with my driving. HURRY HOME DADDY!!

WHAT ELSE?!?
I MISS AMANDA!!!!! 3 MORE WEEKSSS WOOTS! MISSING YOUUU
I LOVE CHAR!! (ALL THE BEST FOR THE REST OF A'S CHAR) YOU CAN DO IT!!
I LOVE SHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! DUR IAN PANCAKES, CLOSING LIFT DOORS, GOSSIPGIRL!!
I LOVEEE LEPS! THE GIRL THAT FINALLY WATCHED GG. :) STILL LOVE YOU. VANESSA IS YOUR FAVV. HAHAHA
I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE. :) Unless I told you I did not. HAHAHA.

Okay, I must be tired thats why I'm being really crazyy. HAHAHA

WHY WON'T YOU REPLY? =S

2008-10-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

You are so different in front of me and in front of others
You are quite unappreciative
You can be really cold-hearted
You always want to fit in and don't bother about how you hurt others
You make cutting remarks and you think it's funny

I'm beginning to keep a distant from you.

2008-10-20T18:58:00.004+08:00

PICTURES OF THE PAST WEEK. :) WWOOOTS. WILL UPLOAD THE REST ON FACEBOOK!

2008-10-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

I realised that I'm not treasuring my family and friends enough. I have not been happy in a very very long time. I'm still holding on to something for the longest time and I refuse to let go of it. This year has been really tough and stressful.

It's hard to see my aunt not well, it's hard to see Amanda going off to Aust, It's hard to see myself drifting from lots of people. I really miss hanging out with my friends from church and school. I'm going to be alone for the next 2 weeks. Parents flying off, maybe it's a good time for me to reflect and be alone. But then again, I don't know.

Now what is most important is getting through this tough IAP. and hopefully I can get a decent grade so I can get into UQ and hopefully I'll be on the right path.

"I was standing in the shadow, to understand your pain"

2008-10-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :)

2008-10-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN A-G-E-S. because maybe my working hours is taking my life away? and all the time I have left is for sleeping. haha. anyway, not going to blog till some time. haha, anyway, driving tmr. super scared. freaking out. =(

GOD BE BY MY SIDE TMR. :)

2008-10-07T12:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL. :)

2008-09-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

I hope I can get in.

anyway, have not blogged in ages, time flew by really quickly I had my housewarming last Saturday and now it's another week gone. Hope it moves faster. Results will be out in Oct/Nov.

I was told by MARK to plan something, giving me the experience to plan events, how thoughtful. HAHA, I seriously thought it was rather amusing hearing that but I'm truly grateful Mark and yes I will plan something for the school people. Still need to TRASH ZJ IN ROCKBAND. hahahahahaahhaaha. That's if I will get it. I have not even got it yet.

BOOO, I MISS LAUGHING WITH YE PEOPLE. EVERYONE IS GROWING UP SO FAST. IT'S SO HARD TO GET USED TO THE CHANGE.

CONGRATS TO CHERYLIN FOR GETTING BAPTISED TODAY. :)

and to Joyce, don't worry about it. I hope you are not to upset about it, everything has it's time. :)

Sometimes I wonder if our friendship will still last. feels like other things are more important now. If you feel i'm in your way then I really can't wait to leave.

2008-09-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I know I should be really happy that I got grades that I have never gotten before but something that I'm not happy about is that my family is going to London and Switzerland and like I'm really really upset about it and I feel that I can't say anything anymore because they already booked it.

I don't know what to say, when I'm not free they are going to such nice places, when I'm free we go to Asian countries. -___- so unfair. sigh. hate that they are doing this to me. Lots of anger in me, but i'm trying to keep it in. Thats why I'm blasting my music now because I can hear my mom talking so loudy about it, it just makes me even more upset when I hear her voice.

2008-09-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

2008-09-12T23:10:00.002+08:00

HEY LEPS, WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE FOREVER AND I REALLY TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE A REALLY REALLY GOOD FRIEND. :) I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THAT EVERY YEAR WILL GET EVEN BETTER. :)

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LAUGHS, SONGS, AND SECRETS AND ALL. LOVE LAUGHING WITH YOU AND SINGING AND ANNOYING PEOPLE. :) MAY GOD BLESS YOU MORE AND MORE BECUASE YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT.

TAKE CARE OKAY? LOVE YOU A LOT. :)

2008-09-07T00:57:00.004+08:00

So this week at work was much better than the previous week and hopefully it will continue to get better. Got my pay on the 5th and they said every 5th we would get our pay, so I guess that's something else to look forward to.

So on Friday, I went to meet Esther, Ebellia and Xue Fen for dinner and plus supper? HAHA, so first at 7 something Esther and Ebellia were in the queue to have sakae sushi and in the end we manage to get a seat then we realised that xue fen would only be able to join us much later. so we decided to leave sakae sushi, but we did eat a light dinner there, like 11 plates. AHAHA

So we met xue fen at city hall then we decided to go to New York New York for dinner. SANDRA AND ALE, THEY FREAKING TOOK OUT THE CHEESE STICKS OFF THE MENU!!!! =( yea anyway, we went nyny to have dinner and I just ate like all the small dishes while the rest ate meals.

After that we asked for cotton candy, okay maybe me. but like i think the dude is seriously mental. hahahahaha like look how huge the candy is!?! it was so retarded and funny because he kept adding on like nobody's business, and when he walked over to us we were too embarrassed to say it was ours. hahahaha. just look at the picture. it's like a rain cloud that flew into the place. hahaha

So today, sat. I had to work because alternate sats. and yeah, work was pretty alright because I did not have to see my boss for 3/4 of the day which was super good news. haha. After that had to rush over to Chevons at Jurong to attend some Roses anniversary. hahaha

Shu and I were performing an item, which was prepared ages ago. :) HAHAHA, but I'm glad it's over. One less thing to worry about it. The games were awesome, Aunty Jenny seriously catwalk like she was a super model. it was so so funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I could not stop laughing. Rachel and I were the judges, so we had to pick. HAHAHAHA. But all in all it was a really good day. :)
Driving lesson in like 6 hours. :( so many things to do tmr. I hope I can get everything done. AND EXAM RESULTS ARE FREAKING OUT ON SAT. =((((((( SCARED TO THE MKS.

2008-08-30T11:20:00.023+08:00

I finally got a day off, but our boss was not very happy that we told the school that he was over working us. He told us that we are his staff now and that we were under HIS control and not the school's. Sigh. 6 Months to go, just hope I can last.

Anyway, I have not updated since forever but anyway here are some pictures to update you peeps about my life. HAHA. So on one of the sat Shu and I went to East Coast Park and like we freaking got lost. HAHA. So we decided to cab to ECP and then we got ourselves an Ice cream then we went to meet the YE CAPTAIN'S BALL TEAM! We got 4th overall which I think was seriously a good job. :)After the games we could not stop cam whoring and Sarah could not stop drinking the orange juice. HAHAHA. It was super funny, wanted to post up a picture if her but I promise I would not. :)After that we went to cycle only a few of us went. But before that it rained like crap and we were so so wet but after the rain stopped we went to cycle. :)After ECP Shu, Kenneth, Samuel and I had to go to syc but we went to parkway parade to have dinner. :) It was such a long bus ride to church so we decided to cab back to church and I think some people were not happy. haha
Then last sat went out with snd, leps and Fel to watch a movie Death Race, I guess it was an okay show, ending was good but like the show was bloody and vulgar. haha but the company was great. :) We went billy bombers for dinner and like I guess it was quite good food. HAHA, we order too much and like the bill was over 100. HAHA.

Before meeting them, I went to meet Shu En to do our nails and I love my nails now. :) I wanted to do rainbow nails but like I could not decide on the colours. haha. After that rushed to IDP open house to see if I can apply for aust and I applied for UQ and in oct will apply to Griffth. HAHA, I hope I can get in. Shu says she likes this photo because she can't see my face. I freaking laughed. HAHAHAHAH.So on Sunday, Shu and I FINALLY DECIDED ON A SONG TO DANCE TO. YES! HAHAHA I think we are so screwed. =p After that we cam whored like crap. HAHAHA

Nat looks so hot with my necklace. HAHA
AND I LOVE MY BUDDY. :)

So I still miss Farrer Court a lot and yeah, my room is finally complete and my house is finally coming together, when it's ready people can come over. HAHA
Alright I'm off, going to meet my school friends then syc peeps. :) I still don't like my job.

2008-08-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

WORK IS SLAMMY FUN
THE PAY IS AWESOME!
THE WORKING HOURS ARE GREAT!
I GET TO SLACK ALL DAY IN THE OFFICE!

HOW I WISH I CAN SAY ALL OF THIS BUT NO, I'M BEING PUSHED AROUND LIKE A FREAKING SLAVE WHILE MY CLASSMATE GETS TO SIT IN THE OFFICE DOING HER PROJECT.

HOW MUCH WORST CAN THIS GET. I'M SURE IT CAN.